Find Yourself

I am lost and always have been, I have felt I am good at things but never a master I have felt I loved some one but not fully. Some times I think that maby I am feeling that's all i can feel but when i hear people talk about their love for things like love for music I just don't feel the same.

Last night I had a dream of a spiritual experience of what I think. So I am going to see If i have had any more of these dreams.

So Yea I am going to find myself, I am going to start with my new look go with the flow then after my GCSE's go into college and try and find whats right for me.